they say the weak ones are always the strongest
but you always need a right hand man
it's always when it's closest to the darkest
you find yourself pleading for a chance

and even in your most trivial moments
you lose control to the voices in your head
so when you call out my name and my vices
know I don't need you to understand

no one seems to draw to your conscience
I think they know you’re not a righteous man
so when you call out my name and my vices
know I don't need you to understand

FAILURE  IS  THE  ____  THAT  STANDS  BETWEEN  LIFE  AND  ________

10 quick memories associated with failure

1 - My parents marriage (They leave, laugh, love)

2 - My academics - especially mathematics (I've cried in the school bathroom many times)

3 - My cat running away (Abandoning my own pet because of my own mental issues is a guilt I have to carry)

4 - My hamster died (I didn't know how to properly feed a hamster)

5 - My stylings / fashion (My friends always dress up cooler than me)

_______ IS  THE  GATE  THAT  STANDS  BETWEEN  ____  AND  CONTEMPT

the

portal

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